Stanley Holditch
1  year  Mo Bro

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Target: $2,000
raised $1,100 since 2021
My motivation
Fundraising for cause areas including:
Mental health and suicide prevention

I almost didn't do this because of depression. Here's what depression told me: no one will care if you join - you will look ridiculous - you won't be able to raise a dime. When I decided not to do it here's what depression told me: you never follow through - just another thing you talk about doing - this is why you fail. Well, my mustache looks like someone put glue on my upper lip and blew loose hair on it, and I may not raise a dime, but I'm doing this because F*CK DEPRESSION. There may not ever be a cure, and it will likely be something I and millions of other men and women fight for the rest of our lives, but I'm doing this to just say F*CK YOU to depression. And to tell all the other people fighting it that what you feel is not your fault. And it's ok if you can't help it. It's ok if all the commercials with happy people make you feel hopeless and inadequate. It's ok if you get angry when you hear about some fucking texting app that is supposed to make it all go away if you can just pay them $200 a month. There was probably some shit that happened to you way back in your past that rewired your brain and you may not even be fully aware of it. It's ok if talking about it doesn't help. It's ok to feel hopeless. It's ok to not be able to get over how absolutely horrifying life is and the world is. It's ok to well with tears just because you all of a sudden can't bear it for no particular reason at all. But just remember that depression is a motherf*cker - roll up all the horrible motherf*ckers you have ever known into one composite face and that is depression's face. It hates you and wants you to fail. It wants you to be miserable. It wants you to kill yourself. Don't let that motherfucker win. Do one thing that makes you happy, or feel good about yourself, even if its fleeting, even if it ultimately doesn't change anything or make a difference, because doing that is punching depression in its stupid *sshole face. And the more you punch depression in its stupid *sshole face, the better you feel.

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